My kids are 6, 4, and 3 years old...all with late summer birthdays, so they are well on their way to 7, 5, and 4.  I have to say, as physically demanding as my life is because of them (and all of their laundry) this is truly an enjoyable time with our kids.  Every idea I ever had about being a parent is possible now...they can enjoy an amusement park, run wild at the park or on a playground, use a potty every time without fail, put all their own clothes on, hold conversation with me or any adult, express their own opinions, skip a nap without losing it completley, play sports.  It's all happening everyday and we love it!
As much as Michael and I would like to grow our family even more, I do know how disruptive that would absolutely be to what we have going on now.  Don't get me wrong, a baby or two is what we want, but what I am saying is that we can enjoy this waiting room.  It is possible to enjoy the waiting room!  My goal now is to soak up as much of my kids as I can while I am in this waiting room.  And if I never leave this particular waiting room, then I have spent my kids entire life soaking up as much of them as I can...no harm in that!  If the Lord ever decides to bless us with more children, I don't want to have any regrets with how I spent this time.  Am I just waiting to get to the next thing or am I actually living my present out?  I choose to live my present out!
Speaking of great ages, I am turning 29 in a few weeks...so excited!  I love getting older...getting smarter, hopefully.  I love being a more experienced person.  I love understanding life more and coping better with the hard times.  I love how much more I love my God.  Almost all of my friends have turned 30 this year.  I'm excited to be 30.  I think my 30's are going to be great!  I have officially entered the soccer mom years...the mini-van years...the family vacation years...the years when I hardly ever get alone time with my husband (that's a whole different blog). These are the years my kids will forever remember.  These are the years I will forever remember.  Thanks be to God for making my dreams come true in completely different and crazy ways that I would have never chosen or guessed, But I am so glad He did!
I will wait patiently, trusting you Lord, and enjoying the blessings you have already brought into my life, because I know for sure that you have the VERY BEST in mind for me...and right now that does not include pregnancy.
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Your positive attitude is such an inspiration, you are a great woman Amanda and I thank God for bringing us together in friendship.
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